there is a lot of pressure coming my way lately.
since i think i’ve decided to take year off before doing my masters (because 7 years of post secondary education in a row is pretty much suicide), people have been asking me a lot of weird ass shit.
like if my goals and dreams have changed. like i don’t want the same things i’ve wanted this entire time… i just don’t have the drive i used to anymore. i’m burnt out. i’ve worked my ass off obtaining this “honour” standing for 6 years, while trying to work and keep myself afloat, maintain my friendships (the majority of which turned out to be a huge fucking joke anyways) and recently a romantic relationship.
sorry if i want a fucking break to live my god damned life, and figure out who i am without this academic world dragging me down.
because i actually feel like it’s the only thing that’s been defining me for so long.
time for me to let my heart free for a bit, and give myself to the world for a bit.
this time next year, freedom. one more year.